As the last week of school began with 6 days worth of work to get through in 3 we were feeling ambitious yet quietly telling ourselves...perhaps we will need the holidays!
My overriding ambition was to attend the C2C forum at Brisbane School of Distance Education and meet the powers that be within the Department of Education. Those making the decisions (or following direction from the Minister), those writing the papers and those having to deliver the papers, that is the teachers and the parents of all 7 Schools of Distance Education.
Leaving my husband with the boys and our trusty contract musterers', I made my journey. It wasn't ideal timing, steers to muster and truck, weaners' to botulism and copper and feed out and of course we didn't get school finished, oh and food!
We are all busy and sometimes we can justify leaving that busy-ness behind and sometimes we can't. Lately I have not been my usual self, declining family party invitations, missing school clusters and not attending worthwhile fundraisers. However attending the forum, immersed around the writers and educators developing this curriculum was worth leaving all of my busy-ness at home for. I now understand why concepts are delivered the way they are and I respect the research and development that has gone into generating the C2C curriculum.
At the end of the day whether we are managing the curriculum in our home schoolrooms well or not, you have to tell yourself that it is only because you are trying to do the best possible job you can do. I am not a trained teacher and I don't profess to be so I have to be prepared to take a leap of faith in the system and trust that what is in the curriculum is backed up by the research and data collected from all of those who have gone before us to educate the adults of the future.
When we have a crappy day (as I did Wednesday) the frustration can be overwhelming, but that is my deal, that is my choice and it is up to me to seek help, take a break, let the kids out of the schoolroom, to do whatever it takes to get back on track.
Our first teacher always used to say "There are a thousand ways to skin a cat"... I believe it!
We left cold and wet Brisbane behind,
to come home to a
glorious, sunny CQ winters' day!